物理 The endless life

本人英语不好,简直烂到家了,所以出现错误请大家纠正。
是雾雨写的实锤了,什么垃圾玩意,一点主题没有。--zenith
平安镇守文化工作室出品
玙玦·瑾真
Some time,I feel so lose,just like I have nothing,just like I have not anything worth praising.
I know,I'm a failure in every aspect.That so obvious.
Every night when I saw the light,I always make a conceit.
I can't remember what I dreamed about during those times,but I know,I was very happy at that time.
You know,every dream always will become the reality,and the beautiful times are always passes quickly like a white pony's shadow across a crevice.
After that,all that remained for me was lonely and emptiness.
Today,I'm went to fetch something for my father,the cool weather makes me feel the autumn has arrived,this reminds me of every autumn in the past: the withered and yellow、claret-red and dark blue.
So I just stay in the middle of the road,look at the evening sky.
I can hear,the prosperity comes form afar,so clear.
But I'm stand up and feel,feel the prosperity gone,never come back.
Suddenly recalling how I had deceived myself all along,those time that was wasted by oneself.
I was always sing about those beautiful scenes,I imagine,I long for it.
But I never realized,those thing are don't belong me.
I feel so hurt.
I know,I deserve it.
Some cold liquid flowed on my skin,just like I'm gonna melt into this bottomless night.
everytime when I'm fall down in the empty,I just can't climb up on the ground.
I only realized when I touched my skin that it was blood wrapping around my life.
Suddenly,it started raining heavily there.
I'm just alive,
just alive、
just alive;
just alive......